My boyfriend was in a car accident and i feel like its all my fault.  If he wasnt trying 2 come see me he would still be ok. Now he's in the hospital in a coma and I dont know what 2 do.  I want 2 go see him, but my mom is taking me back 2 school, she acts like she cant take me 2 school later. All she thinks about is herself. Now my dad says that I probably cant see him anyway because im not part of his family. I at least want 2 try because what kind of girlfriend would that make me. God please watch over Mavo and make sure he's ok. I really care about him and I can honestly say I love him.

Current Mood: sad

 Going to the beach with the only person who loves me!

Tags: hptravel, travel, what do you have to say?, writer's block

Well I had a good day at first! I saw my crush twice and classes went by fast! My ex-boyfriend called me and wont leave me alone! All he talks about is stupid stuff! I wish he would move on with his life! Then I get the urge because I need some really bad! The one person I trust to give me some is playing with my emotions! Right now im a mad black woman, who just want a lil pleasure! Is that so much to ask! Im at the point where I don't want to talk to guys period! I just want to be left alone! Maybe I should move on from my crush cause he aint doing shit but playing with my mind and if I leave him alone maybe he will come after me! My ex im seriously ready to block his number! I love him, but he doesn't understand the word "Space!" He feels like we gon be together forever and I honestly don't know about that! I wish he just get the hint! I also feel like walking in front of a moving car because i'm so freaking stress! I just want to go on a deserted island and be left alone! That's all, I just needed to vent!

Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: Jazz

He is my KING

I am his QUEEN

2gether we rule the world

In our own fantasy

He has the strength & the determination

I have the smarts & the formation

To build the strongest empire

Whose force field is held by desire

We rule with the power of love

And no one but the man up above

Can destroy the kingdom we've created

No one believed we could make it

But we knew it was more than lust

Because in our hearts we trust

The love we have for one another

As strong as child & mother

Current Mood: loved

The 1st time we met I was kinda shy

Different emotions going through my head wondering if u was that guy

To take me 2 places i've always dreamed

A new love 4 me thats what it seemed

I was scared 2 move forward on this new adventure with u

I was scared of getting hurt thats nothing new

My past was coming quickly catching up with me

Didn't want u 2 find out & look at me differently

After our 1st kiss I didn't know what 2 feel

Wondering if u should have my heart so I sat there & chilled

So I decided 2 give love one more chance

Hoping I won't get my heartbroken once again

Once I looked into your eyes I felt safe & warm

Finally realizing this is where I belong

 

Current Mood: loved

why niggas want 2 constantly hurt me

i give them all the love i have inside

but they constantly fuck with my pride

they tell me they love me & can't get me off their minds

but why i feel like im a girl waiting her turn in line

they just dont understand how emotional i can be

but they sure about 2 see another side of Teeti

cause im tired of the bullshit they throw in my face

2 can play the game & we gon see who win the race

fuck every nigga who played with any females emotions

Current Mood: pissed off

I'm tired of u playing me like a toy

I'm tired of fucking with u boy

I'm tired of playing your silly game

Day 2 Day that shit is the same

But it's cool anyway

Cause I'm about 2 leave, I ain't gon stay

I was a stupid fool 4 u

Just because I thought u was cute

But I realize u ain't gon change

U put me through so much pain

Nigga u think u got a hold on me

U better get ready cause we gon see

Nigga, u & me about 2 fight

I hit u so hard u saw the light

Now nigga u want 2 apologize

U just trying 2 get between my thighs

I'm tired of u playing me like a toy

I'm tired of fucking with u boy

But guess what, I'm through

U wanna know something else, "Fuck U!"

Current Mood: pissed off

Just yesterday I was busting out of my momma's coochie

Listening 2 the Fugees

Just being a kid who didn't know any better

Going around singing "Push It" by Salt & Pepa

Not knowing exactly what those words meant

Until I spent

That night with who should not be named

Who filled my head up with so much game

After that night I wasn't the same

Why my momma didn't tell me this shit

All of a sudden I feel sick

Its over now, I'm all alone

It's been 3 days & he 's not picking up the phone

Now my heart is feeling broken

No true words were ever spoken

After a week he calls saying he needs me

I was so alone, 2 blind I couldn't see

So we became intimate

2 me we made love

2 him another Fuck

Again he left

Again I was by myself

Same shit, Different day

Realizing he didn't want 2 be with me, it was time 4 a change

Looking into a mirror  I realize

I'm a beautiful girl & there's plenty of other guys

Who would want me because of my personality

Not because of the nice shape of my body

I haven't seen dude in a couple of months

But when he saw me he wished he was the one

Because I actually have someone who loves me & cares

And he just have a girl here & there

Now whose the one feeling stupid now

Not me because you're the one who is feeling down

 

Current Mood: angry

 

At the beginning it was hard

But we got threw it

Everything was great

Then I went & blew it

All you did was love me

And I push you away

I hurt you a hundred times

And you still decided 2 stay

But I hurt you 2 many times

Thats when you decided 2 split

I begged you 2 stay

But you was tired of my shit

Now I'm sitting here looking stupid

And she's the one in your face

I finally realized

I  can be replace

Now its over

And I don't know what 2 do

I know one thing

I'm still in love with you!

Current Mood: lonely

Why people can't see me
They look right thru me
Wanting me 2 be
Something thats not me
Tiara u need 2 wear this
Tiara u need 2 wear that
Tiara u need 2 be more girly
Wear tight jeans, tight shirts
Wear thongs and mini skirts
Why can't everyone just leave me ALONE!
I'm the girl with cartoon characters on her shirt
I'm the girl who rather not wear skirts
I'm the girl whose jeans are tight because she grows in them
Not because she buys them 2 sizes 2 small
I'm the girl who doesn't want 2 wear stilleto pumps
But instead wear a pair of Nikes and get crunk
I'm the girl thats casual and have guys looking at her cause her personality pops like "WoW"
I'm not the girl that guys look at because of body, shape and style
If u cool with me
If u love me
Then accept me 4 me
If u can't then fuck u 

Current Mood: pissed off